I really miss twinglee-rp. The group was really great, and we were all such good friends. It was sad to see it go, and I really hope that the rp comes back. I would be first in line to rejoin!
Too quiet, baby.
But I don’t want to be holding you back from what you could be doing..I still believe you belong on New York living your dream in the fall.
You aren’t holding me back, Noah. I do believe I will succeed there. But I don’t wanna do it alone. We’ll figure this out. Maybe you and me can go with the kids to New York. I can work, go to college and take care of the kids when they aren’t at a day care, and you can work too. We’ll make it.
Well you can always get a scholarship to them as I know you will be able to get one. But I don’t want you to wait just because of me..I want you to live your dream and become a big time Broadway star.
I can, but as I said, my home is you. And I’ll go wherever you are, Noah. I think the wait worths it baby, don’t you think? And I will, maybe it’s not my time yet.
You belong in New York Rachel, that is the one place you belong and I will make sure you do get there. Also you are going to get into one of those fancy schools that will help you live your dreams. I don’t want you taking online classes.
I belong with you, Noah. You can’t imagine how much I’m loving you right now. Those fancy schools are expensive. And we aren’t on that position anymore. So I don’t mind to wait whatever it takes to go there, as long as I’m with you and our kids, that’s all that matters. You are my home.
I know and I been doing my best to be responsible when it comes to them. Rachel..you know no matter what I will make sure you are in New York as thats where you belong..not stuck in some other lame ass town. But I am pretty sure I am going to take at least a semester off after I graduate and get myself a decent job to help take care of you and the kids. And I am not stuck in a limbo..
And I’m proud of that, Noah. You don’t understand, do you? I belong where you are, where my family are. It doesn’t matter if it’s New York, Los Angeles, Lima or Alaska. I just want to be with you, because my heart belongs to you, to my kids, the rest doesn’t matter. I can work too. We can both work and take care of our kids and maybe take online classes, but I’m sure we can make it anywhere because we are already home.
I think it’s sad to see so many roleplayers complain about people leaving all the time. Everyone only seems interested in following a very specific story line and as soon as others don’t fit that plot anymore they leave. Whatever happened to talking things out or trying to make them work? This defeats the whole point of roleplaying. If you can’t work with other people go write a story instead.
I know we are raising three kids..you act like I don’t know this.. No matter what I am going to be there for you and the kids..I just don’t think I am ready for college just yet or once I graduate.
I act like you don’t know? That’s what you are showing to me! Show me that we are raising three kids, we aren’t teenagers anymore, we have a huge responsability here. You need to figure things out soon. And better think it properly cause in case you forgot, we are a family. And I need to know your plans! You know I won’t go anywhere, not even New “freaking” York without you and the babies. I suggest you to stop being on a limbo and start thinking about your future and our future.